Post by Natalie Cunial on May 7, 2010 3:13:42 GMT -5
When it got to final 5 in challenge, I figured I didn't mind who won HoH as long as wasn't Jordan. Doesn't matter how things really fall because Keesha has no vote, Jordan is autonommed. So it severely limits the ability to do significant damage. It's only matter of time before Jordan and Ronnie are tossed aside. Perhaps someone more interesting can be blindsided, but odds are rough right now.
Anyway, I just realized I'm playing a game that's very familiar for me. Last time in s2, I tried to play others to play for me - by controlling Sharon and Chelsia and then keeping Jen in check (which I should've done by taking out Chima when we had the chance - but guilt overcame me). This time, I thought I was playing a similar game, but I now realize I'm playing a Sandra game. "Anyone but me" and being "neutral" or "proactively passive". I've said it from the start, I wanted to be at the bottom of totem poles. I've somehow managed to be toward bottom of most. Just figure out how to get rid of those who don't and make my move later. But I'm purposely not aligning long term with many or making deals. Everyone still has bigger fish to fry and the longer these fish stay in - the better for me. Almost makes me wonder how much I need Jordan/Keesha to stay in for a bit longer. They don't have a vote. Anyway, I'm playing the game a bit more solidly and fluidly than if Sharon had stayed around.
We were gonna play every side possible and share information together. We were gonna take people out, but we misjudged Laura's character severely. Didn't expect her to backstab this early. That's one of my last must-get targets. But Laura should be easy to get out. She's so far outside the other alliance if she didn't figure it out yet.
Anyway Keesha's good in my eyes as long as she doesn't put me up. And preferably not Jase (although it's likely). But anyway, as long as I don't go up. Would be nice to neutralize her HoH by getting rid of someone insignificant to me though.
Also - can't wait for slop!
Anyway, I just realized I'm playing a game that's very familiar for me. Last time in s2, I tried to play others to play for me - by controlling Sharon and Chelsia and then keeping Jen in check (which I should've done by taking out Chima when we had the chance - but guilt overcame me). This time, I thought I was playing a similar game, but I now realize I'm playing a Sandra game. "Anyone but me" and being "neutral" or "proactively passive". I've said it from the start, I wanted to be at the bottom of totem poles. I've somehow managed to be toward bottom of most. Just figure out how to get rid of those who don't and make my move later. But I'm purposely not aligning long term with many or making deals. Everyone still has bigger fish to fry and the longer these fish stay in - the better for me. Almost makes me wonder how much I need Jordan/Keesha to stay in for a bit longer. They don't have a vote. Anyway, I'm playing the game a bit more solidly and fluidly than if Sharon had stayed around.
We were gonna play every side possible and share information together. We were gonna take people out, but we misjudged Laura's character severely. Didn't expect her to backstab this early. That's one of my last must-get targets. But Laura should be easy to get out. She's so far outside the other alliance if she didn't figure it out yet.
Anyway Keesha's good in my eyes as long as she doesn't put me up. And preferably not Jase (although it's likely). But anyway, as long as I don't go up. Would be nice to neutralize her HoH by getting rid of someone insignificant to me though.
Also - can't wait for slop!