Week 12

[Natalie Cunial]

This is when I start to get paranoid and go Jen like. But I should just take it all in and just try my best at competitions and go at it.

I want Jase or Brian to go next.

Then at F4, just win HoH and let them all decide who goes, I'd have no control. But ideally Brian or David would go at F4.

Then at F3 try my best to ensure that David takes me to finals or Ronnie is in there with me so I can take him. But having both Jase and Ronnie in F3 means I stayed loyal to my "alliance" while at the same time bringing in the weakest competitors.

Very interesting as well that I purposely tried to make sure that the weakest of the s2 alliance and the ones that Jen purposely tried to omit - they're the ones with me

I'm playing a game where I'm being included by others into the large alliance - while at the same time, I'm approaching the little ones to be with me. Oh my, finals so close now! I just wish Chelsia got in instead of Brian - then I'd have game set match!

[Natalie Cunial]

Let's see if Ronnie is as trustworthy as he's been with me so far.

Erg.

I mean, I was the only one to save him in a week when no one else would. And I'm definitely taking him to F2. No doubt. Fingers crossed!

Well if he's true, that means I just need to make sure David or Brian doesn't win veto. Because my vote can take out someone and Ronnie can tiebreak someone out.

But if Ronnie puts me up and sides with other side, then unfortunately David's my only ally and it means I need to win every competition from now on.

[Natalie Cunial]

Ok Ronnie wants out Jase instead of Brian. But ughhhh...if I do it, there's a chance Brian or David will make finals. Brian ought to go first, but I think Ronnie and David want Jase out first...

But I won veto! yay! Two HoHs for me and two PoVs!!! I really wanted this one just to prevent the nominees from doing anything to harm me. But honestly, it was quite pathetic. I was the only one online to do it. If people were checking the board as often as they should, they would've seen it.

Makes me wonder if it doesn't even matter anymore, that I'll just win the next three competitions and make finals anyway. I know I'm the best competitor left (aside from David). But next HoH is my make or break challenge. The one I've been dreading and need to win to ensure safety.

[Natalie Cunial]

Yay Brian gone. he was jury threat and probably biggest challenge threat around.